"When we walk to the edge of all the light we have and take the step into the darkness of the unknown, we must believe that one of two things will happen. There will be something solid for us to stand on or we will be taught to fly.” -Patrick Overton A few years ago, my dormant imagination awoke. Now a little older, wiser, and experienced with things that life sometimes forces upon you, I took a breath and welcomed my imagination back. I began with a simple question… What if? What if I put aside my fears and tried stuff that was new and scary? What if I stayed up late and prepped for something a little extra? What if I pushed a little harder to learn something new? What if I did everything possible to do different, reaching for something greater, without knowing exactly what the outcome would be? What would happen? “If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it.” – William A. Ward I am not a rocket scientist, nor would I dare to try and pretend to be one. I am a learner in the truest form. All I know for sure is that in order to have different, I must do different. I had to imagine more. Carefully, quietly... I began to imagine. The excitement of possibilities flooded my mind. And I couldn’t wait to begin my push for different; my push for what felt like finally living. I began to do things differently, on purpose. “Everything you want is on the other side of fear.” -Jake Canfield Different can be terrifying sometimes. Our minds are wired for “flight” when we experience the slightest discomfort or fear. The decision to push for different must be just that, a decision. Purposeful. Fear tends to lose its power when you’re busy focused on a greater purpose. My want for different needed to be greater than my discomfort or fears. I pushed hard to grow; harder still at times when fear draped its heavy arm on my shoulder. I held on to the… What if? What would happen if I removed fear from the equation? How much could I grow? How much could I learn? Fear for me can be crippling. It can swallow my every thought and move. In my push to learn more, I learned that everyone fears. The difference between those who do and those who don’t is one basic move. Those who do make a conscious decision to push through it all and reach for more, in spite of their fears. “Where do you want to go? How much you want to risk? I’m not looking for somebody with some superhuman gifts, some superhero, some fairytale bliss.” – The Chainsmokers & Coldplay Our students are not looking for superheroes, or someone with superhuman gifts. We are not superheroes. We are works in progress, like our students. We set the path by doing what we want for our students. We are for them living breathing anchor charts. So push to grow, because your kids deserve it; push to grow because you deserve it. Pay attention, live, love, laugh, imagine, and learn on purpose. We are all a part of something bigger than each of us… each of us bits and pieces of the stars above, made of the same stardust. Maybe that is what drives us, maybe we are all meant to do more. Maybe we are all obligated to push for more. We don’t have to be genius to grow genius in our classrooms; we need purposeful decisions to make change. Pushing for different requires imagination. If you can imagine it, stay your path. It is a path, a journey, not a place to be reached. All that is required of us for this journey is… to begin. “Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand.” – Albert Einstein
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Katina Osth
12/10/2017 02:09:48 pm
Truer words were never spoken. In some recovery programs they say the definition of insanity is to keep doing the same thing, expecting or wanting a different result! Change is necessary and overcoming fear is essential! Thank you for sharing your inspirational words. I love how you included the quotes to help make the statement. My favorite is the last one!
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Marta
12/11/2017 06:33:37 pm
In all your entries, I really appreciate that you stress how teachers don't have to be perfect. I think there is a lot of pressure to have the absolute right, perfect way to teach, when there really isn't a "right" way when dealing with students. And even more so, I love that you're constantly searching for better ways to improve and create better experiences for your students. I always see you working so hard and actively moving forward to do better, I admire that so so much-- especially because I know how rare that is to see in people. But I'm glad you're using that drive to inspire other teachers who may find themselves getting bored or unmotivated. And like you say, I think a big part of that is fear too and so they hold back from making big changes. Anyway, I enjoy hearing your experiences and ideas! I hope plenty of teachers take what you say to heart!
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Thank you for your comments Marta. Your words are inspiring. I agree with what you said about fear. Fear can really stop us from doing, if we let it. Changes don't always have to be big though, they can be small too. In fact, starting with small changes can be much easier than starting with big changes.
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Jeannie Carter
12/12/2017 06:11:46 pm
After reading your work— I feel inspired and moved to do something. Something amazing, different or feared. You are a gifted writer and many will be blessed by your beautiful way with words!♥️
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Taylor
12/17/2017 04:50:53 pm
Oh, Marina...You wrote words that have been on my heart for months. You inspire me. I am so blessed to work with you.
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Thank you Taylor. I appreciate you - especially for that one time you slipped out of your packed schedule, after school, to drive out to another city, to a tiny radio station, to hear a few of my students read their poetry live on the air. That "different" made an impact on me.
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Kathy Smith
1/18/2018 10:26:30 am
I loved this Marina! We expect our kids "to push to grow" everyday and so we as teachers must also do this! It is very easy to get into our comfort zone but we must step out of our boat and trust in order to grow!
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AuthorMarina Rodriguez (@mrodz308) is a California native, dual language teacher, National Writing Project, Heart of Texas Writing Project Teacher Consultant, Kidblog Ambassador, and co-author of Two Writing Teachers. Archives
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